People craving for relationship for no reason. I just don't understand why this is happening. Like seriously. You don't have any comitment and yet you want the "relationship goals" what so ever. Why do you have to hurt your and someone else's feelings when you are not even serious ? It is a waste of time.
The Shocking Of My Youth
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Sunday, May 10, 2015
Kosong lah
Jiwa aku dah kosong. Macam dah x bole betulkan. Nak fix pon x bole. I think it's too late to save my soul because i have already lost it a long time ago.
Saturday, May 9, 2015
Fuck it all
Dulu time skola ingat masuk U makin senang. Tapi semua mitos semata-mata. Mane ade senang, makin susah, stress, macam nak gila tau ! Kadang2 rasa mcm nak give up je blaja tapi bila teringat matlamat aku blaja terpaksa la teruskan jugak.
Kawan ? Ade yg bole diharap, ade yg mcm cibai + celaka nokharemmm. Nak ubah pon x bole, kne sabar sbb stuck dgn manusia yg berbeza personaliti dgn aku.
Duit ? Salah satu punca student mcm aku ni asyik stress. Masuk mcm siput babi tapi keluar mcm air.
Sejak akhir2 ni, aku rasa mcm lost. Sumpah ! Tanpa sebab nnt otak aku melayang kat tmpat lain. Niat nak blaja tapi hati merayau kat dunia sendiri. Masuk kelas, keluar kelas. Xde input pon. Sedih sgt. I keep asking my self. Am i in trouble ? Do i jeed counselling ? Really ? Org lain relax je dgn pointer bwh 3.00 aku mcm nak mati bila result dpt 3.10 je. What the fucking hell did i answered in exam ?
Kadang2 tu aku persoalkan ape yg aku buat selama ni. Patut ke ? Betul ke ? Berdasarkan pemerhatian aku terhadap diri sendiri, aku rasa aku makin teruk. Lost ! Masalah bukan dtg dari luar tapi dtg dari hati ini sendiri.
Monday, July 7, 2014
Astronaut
Can anybody hear me?
Or am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In the search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me.
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?
'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down? (come down)
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round (and round)
Can I please come down?
I'm deafened by the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?
'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down? (come down)
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round (and round)
Can I please come down?
Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?
So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
All the lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!
And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!
Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.
Can I please come down?